How are y'all? I'm alright. It's been a fucking CRAZY week (hence the no posting). Not bad crazy though...just BUSY! Thanksgiving is SO close, and I am super anxious about it. My calorie goal is 1,000. And I'm going to fast the day after to try to create some sort of balance. And to keep from going insane.
What are you girlies doing for Thanksgiving to preserve your intake???? THiNSPO:
Not much going on here worth talking about. Just the usual. I think I am going to try calorie cycling. I've heard good things about it, how it works really well for body-builders (who happen to have like NO body fat). I don't want to be bulky, obviously, but I do want LESS BODY FAT!!
Have any of you done this? Or know someone who did? Does it work??? I'm desperate. I am so scared of getting super fat over the holidays. My self-control is not exactly ideal these days :(
I want to be skinny. Not just thin. Not just healthy. I WANT TO BE SKINNY! I want people to ask me if I eat. I want people to stare at me and wonder "does she have an ED?" I want to wear teeny tiny clothes & have them fall off me. I want to be cold in a room where everyone is perfectly warm. I want to be the skinny, hott girl - instead of the fat, pretty one. I want to feel fragile. I want to actually feel comfortable in my own skin I want to not be completely embarrassed in a bikini
I CANNOT let FOOD control me. I just can't. I've let my body make me miserable for too long. I am the one who controls what goes in my mouth, so my fat ass is a direct symbol of my inability to maintain self-control. UGHHHH- I SUCK! THiNSPO: